其实结束这一段如此昙花一现的感情,说毫不伤心是骗人的,但也更多的不甘心吧。。但是人啊,越长大就越了解我们必须懂得放下,何苦执着。。随缘消,不要攀缘,物来则应,物去不留。。过去的就让它过去吧,让眼泪流过后,咬一咬牙,前方又是一条康庄大道了,这就是叶蕙奇的典型狮子座精神吧!!
Monday, August 25, 2008
整个八月
其实结束这一段如此昙花一现的感情,说毫不伤心是骗人的,但也更多的不甘心吧。。但是人啊,越长大就越了解我们必须懂得放下,何苦执着。。随缘消,不要攀缘,物来则应,物去不留。。过去的就让它过去吧,让眼泪流过后,咬一咬牙,前方又是一条康庄大道了,这就是叶蕙奇的典型狮子座精神吧!!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
The sweetest b'day present ever

This is the sweetest birthday present I've ever received :). My 7&4 years old nephews gave me this birthday card on my birthday. Hern Hern draw me the Nintendo DS Lite as the present inside the gift box coz he said I seems love playing game. Haha, actually I am not really into game, just that kids in my family always ask me to play the PS2 with them while I back to Seremban. Hehe.

Thursday, August 14, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
palate palette

Sunday, August 10, 2008
Accident@Cyberjaya
I was very panic and the first thing I did is to call my colleague - Woei Chyi since it is so near to my office. After that I saw Wan Kit running out from office towards me while Woei Chyi drove Liza, then later Ken. I was still stunned and don't know what to do at that moment, and finally I can't help but cry and tremble once Wan Kit pat on my shoulder. After I make sure the driver and the passenger of the other car is alright, I called the insurance guy and ask him to get someone here to tow my car. While waiting for the tow truck, Woei Chyi drove me back to office. My voice still shaking after I get back to office.
Luckily the passenger of the other car is safe, but he must be in shock as I can feel the impact is quite strong and I slided forward while I bang on his car and hurt my leg too, I got a bruise on it now. Thanks to everyone that lend me a helping hand, and the calls and SMS warm my heart too. And Ken even took half day leave and drive me to the police station and workshop, at the same time lecture me to be more cautious while driving, I really appreciate that and will keep that in mind. Friend in need is a friend indeed, I shall feel glad.


Sunday, August 03, 2008
I'll Never Fall in Love Again
What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.
What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia.
After you do, he'll never phone you.
I'll never fall in love again.
I'll never fall in love again.
Don't tell me what is all about,
'Cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out,
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow.
So, for at least until tomorrow,
I'll never fall in love again!
I'll never fall in love again!
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Past and Present
The things that we lost, is impossible to get back. I often wonder how she felt when she say she regrets never spending enough time with her mother. Maybe this is the same feeling of remorse. Maybe it is really lost and is impossible to get back. And then I wonder at the effort that she puts in to be with her family again. She placed them as the priority in hope of catching up. In hope probably, of making up for lost time and not repeat the same mistakes. Noble acts, which might bear fruit. The opportunity for a second chance. I feel so much of what she felt the past couple of years. I felt the regrets. I felt the single handed claps. I felt her moment of loneliness. I felt the uncertainty.
It has been few years already, I chose to hide how much I miss them in front of people because I still feel very hurtful whenever I recall how I disappoint them. I carry them in my heart all the time and miss them badly. It's not just about regret, lonely and uncertainty, but helpless. Helpless due to I am all alone by myself although I am surrounded by friends and family, and I can do nothing to bring them back and compensate what I have done on them anymore.
I know it is not the same scenario, but as mentioned by you, you are walking over my footprints now. The thing that we lost is impossible to get back. And regardless how bad enough you want it and how hard you try, it doesn't mean you will get what you want. Thus just cherish what we have at the moment and learn to let go. Afterall, life still goes on. C'est la vie.







