I'm lying if I say my past marriage doesn't affect me as a person. No, how can that be, as much as I want to deny, it has changed me. Good and bad. I love my new life, I learn how to treasure things that truly meaningful to me but there is still this little voice in my head that keep telling me not to trust easily, not to fall in too fast.. but I am who I am, I am not a person that is smart in this game, I am terrible in protecting myself, so I've been having this tussle with myself.
I'm having trust issue, out of my control, that's what the trauma has shaped me. Then, till I met you, someone who I know I can truly count on, someone who accept me wholeheartedly. Thank you for walking into my life. I want to be the person you can count on, too.
